Bappy Hirthday

Still can't say I've been in the best of spirits lately. Work in retail has really been getting me down and most of the time when I talk with my friends it is to bitch and complain about work, people at work, not having a "real" job, or my lack of an interesting social life. Little wonder with all that complaining that I have no social life!

Actually, I shouldn't say that I have no social life. I'm actually a very social person. When I'm not doing something social, if it's not my choice, simply that no one is around, I feel like I'm a loser for sitting at home. My new roommate and her boyfriend are here a lot in the evenings, and I feel like such a reject for not having somewhere to go. I actually get along quite well with my new roomie, although she is very different from my dear old roommate. And I really like her boyfriend. I just think he's here way too much. He lives in Carp with his parents, so he comes into town all the time so they can hang out. The problem is, they never hang out outside of the house. I'm glad she's happy, and that they are happy together, but I did NOT sign out to live with a couple. He doesn't stay over that much, but he's here until really late at night and her bedroom is right next to mine. And I'm a very light sleeper. Very light. I find the whole situation incredibly frustrating.

I don't know if I'm being insensitive or if she is, or if this is "normal" for roommates to experience this. I think that I still need some more time to get used to living with her - and not both her and her boyfriend.