In my dreams

I keep forgetting/neglecting to update this blog, because I didn't think that anyone but myself would be interested in my whinging and complaining about my life. But since there are those who feel it keeps them connected, I'll try to be a little bit more regular with my updates. :P

In my last post I was obviously at my wit's end with my home situation. It has since been rectified. I went to Montreal on Monday to visit with my previous roommate and to have a thanksgiving dinner of sorts with my sister's husband's family. I talked with my new roommate on Tuesday after work. I was so nervous all day, as if she was going to go postal on me if I rationally explained how I was feeling. Silly, I know. I managed to blubber my way through most of what I wanted to say, also managing to apologize. What the hell did I have to apologize for? I didn't do anything wrong!!! I hate my tendency to apologize for things that are not my fault, or worse yet, are someone else's fault!

Anyway, she was cool with my request that they go out a little more so I can have some more time to myself. She recognized that he is here a lot. I made it clear that it's hard on my sleep when I hear him leave at 2:00 in the morning. I suggested that although I didn't want him staying over every night, it might be better some nights when I work the next day for him to stay because if they go out and then come home and go right to bed, chances are I won't see him in the morning either. She also mentioned that it is a new relationship and she knows she has been spending a lot (too much) time with him, but he's still been around a lot this week. Although they actually go out now, which is nice for me. So far so good. Let's hope I get crazy busy with a great job, and meet some really fantastic guy who has his own place and takes me out all the time too. Ri-ight. And pigs fly.